forgotten

your shadow has become blurry, unclear in my mind
it has started to fade.
i think i still can grin and smile at you when we meet.
10 weeks has gone and i have forgotten about all those shits.
thank God.
you have your own life and i have my own mission
we are different. yes everyone is different
but the difference between you and me is enormous
too huge, too big
until i am not suitable for you and you are not my ideal one
i am still very grateful that you told me the truth
otherwise i would be like a fool
some say. you played with my feelings
but does it matter now?
not anymore. you are nothing to me anymore.
thank you for your lies and your truth.