couple, trouble?

i have visited lieya's blog
lieya is a very good friend of mine
she is a love-struck girl, very loyal and sweet girl
relationship problems stuck in her mind
i know she can go through it no matter how tough is it
she is strong, and even courageous

while sharing problems with her yesterday
i did some flash back into my previous relationships with ex-s
i used to live in fear but not always
sometimes tears was my company for few nights
i found it very difficult to go on each day of my life
i had even thought of giving up everything and begin a new journey
but i had failed for times and times
it has now become my experiences
priceless and precious
i have learned that if it's not belong to you then you have to put it down
you will suffer and succumb in countless nightmares if you possess it forcefully
once you feel the slight tremors then think of a better way or GIVE UP
don't ever cry when the massive earthquake happens

people say 'couple, trouble. single, simple'
i don't really agree with this
the happiness you get from your love one is totally different from family, friends and colleagues
it's extraordinary, unique
every second you are with your dear one is fabulous
it's the moment of treasure.

everything depends on you and it's in your hands.

pavilion + movie + happy family

i had a great day with my dearest family on 27 Nov
we went for window shopping in Pavilion
and also for a movie- 2012
fantastic movie
i like the main actor- Jackson
=)
anyway i am having flu and cough
it was not so pleasant for me
i hope i didn't spread the viruses
i was not wearing a mask
forgive me people =.=
i am not going to say much
as the photos speak up million of words


i my


my papa n mama <3
barbies in varies costumes









all of sudden
imy, very much
i shouldn't and i know i have no right to do so
the feeling of missing holds my breath
you know, it sucks
i really have to say goodbye to you, to the past
i will be alright soon, hopefully.
=(
wish me luck, dudes :P

break the record

i break the record
not the Guinness world record
i, kohana, wake up extremely early at 8.04am today.
yes. 8.04am.
it is the earliest so far
for your info, i used to be awoken from my dreamland
at about 2-3pm.
oh my gosh, i have tried not to be like this
i want to sleep as early as possible
but i couldn't!
my eyelids will only get heavy by 3am
and that's the moment i meet Mr. Dream
he always blame for not entering dreams at the right time
i am always late
he says i am not punctual as the others do
=.=
what to do
my life schedule has changed totally, 360 degrees
three meals become two meals
which are break-lunch and dinner
it's not bad, too, for diet
anyway it's intense weird today
very ridiculous, illogically
very absurd!
i slept at 3am but wake up at 8am.?
i am now feeling fresh
and even energetic
o.O
anyhow i am now great
not a gigantic problem for me.
howdy!
=)

like i care

who are you to ask me out?
i have never seen you
i don't know you.
i am frustrated and getting fade up
like i care about you
you are nothing to me
you worth not even one single cent
you are irritating, annoying
stop talking nonsense
i am feeling averse to you
you are abhorrent
you are 19 but behaving like a 9 years old child
don't you feel ashamed?
be mature, dude
don't embarrass people around you
you are not young
you are an adult
you are jealous? what for?
you are such a nuisance
rubbish.
sorry to say.
but in fact you are really a rubbish.

photos speak up thousands of words

birthday girl cutting cake


birthday girl making wish
eat eat eat







painting mural in school




Tanjung Dawai, Kedah


snapping photos in hotel




on the way to Ipoh

Ipoh famous dishes
white coffee

: )

i have just bought USB cable for my phone
so i can now upload photos
i will try to make it as soon as possible tomorrow
=D

parents

hey my number of visitors has increased gradually
kinda happy and it's marvelous !

my friends and i talked about parents on the other day
the topic just came across our minds
all of us agreed that we will definitely choose parents
if we had to make a choice between parents and boy friends
but how if the choices given were only parents and husband
i know it's not a suitable question for 15-year-old teenage girls like us to think about
who knows that we gonna face it in the future

as for me
i will leave it to the God
i believe that He will decide for me
parents are always my priority
my number one
there is no replacement for parents
papa thought me maths when i was still learning 12 +27
i am now able to solve 12 x 27 = a + 67
papa bought me nice clothes whenever i need them
papa bought me tonnes of exercise books
i hated it but i knew it was for my own good.

mama wakes up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for me
she knows i will faint if i don't eat
she will never miss our breakfast especially during exams week
mama bought me mobile phone when i was just standard 4
she purchased a new one when i got 7 As for my UPSR
mam loves me and i know it very well
even though she doesn't always express her love.

papa mama often look for my future
they are frugal to give me the best education since i was born
i owe them too much
countless and uncountable like stars in the sky

parents or husband?
once you're married husband will obviously be part of your life
i love my parents but i can't leave the dear one
anyhow, i just hope and pray i wouldn't have to make such difficult and uneasy decision
it's extremely hard to have a solution
but i get the conclusion
parents are my life
parents are my everything
i cannot continue my survival without one of them
but i have to.
because it is life's challenge
birth, aging, sickness and death
that's the processes of life.
accept it for what it is.